everyday is 24 hours closer to me coming home. pretty damn excited. extremely worried about how im gonna make ends meet this month, what with the plane ticket, potentially the roots picnic, being home for almost a week, going downtown with ac and utah etc. last 3 months have been the epitome of g.r.i.n.d. for me. seriously cant believe im still on all fours, let alone on my two feet. i can only sell so many things on ebay before i got nothing left. how have i not been hired yet? just get me home. everything will be fine if i can just make it home. iowa, i miss your guts.